The Importance of a Cervical Check During Early Pregnancy

Written on September 15, 2010 13 Comments

This post is going to discuss something extremely important to all pregnant women.  If you are one or you know any, make sure you/they read this.  This is a Rated “PG” post.  No cussing involved. For once. I was diagnosed with a short and funneling cervix at 19 weeks at my formal ultrasound for my girls.  You read my story beginning Continue Reading →

Welcome to Living Without Them

Written on July 20, 2010 5 Comments

Here is a place where a mother grieves for her two baby girls.  I do so in the most free way I know how, from the heart and not caring about hurting someone else’s feelings or feeling the need to be polite and “politically correct”. Tell me, what is polite about my girls dying at 22 weeks of age?  Not a damn thing, so why should Continue Reading →

The Vileness of “Friends”

Written on November 29, 2012 Comment

This post is LOOOOONG, but worth the read if you want to get your atheist and moral back up! This is a direct copy from my Facebook page from August, 2011. This happened two months after my girls, Eloise and Parker were born. The only thing I changed were the names of the participants. The first few responses were responding to the original article Continue Reading →

Musings on Motherhood – 14 Months Later and Insane

Written on August 1, 2012 Comment

It has been nearly 14 months since the birth of Eloise and Parker. I have lost my fucking mind. Seriously. As a mother who lost twins at 22 weeks you sort of have this expectation that when you do have children that survive the world will be perfect and nothing they do will make you mad or cause you stress.  I would NEVER dream of actually screaming Continue Reading →

Frantic Father in Charge of Twins as Mom Parties in Vegas

Written on July 25, 2012 Comment

From: Frantic Father Sent: Friday, 13 July 2012 3:35 AM To:  Sympathetic Friend Subject: Home Alone, Day 1 … 10am. feeling pretty confident after just dropping Marvelous Mother off at the airport to go to Vegas for 4 days. even tho Twin B had us both up from 1 until 3 this morning, i know her waking up is just a one off. 11 am. girls screaming. Continue Reading →